U said something that really hurt me alot is when we quarrel about money and u said u think i stupid ar? Cos i said i got no money u wan to check my account balance.. And u said YES!

The next day i just forget about everything and happily talk to u like nothing happen before.. Quarrel will never end.. This is something a guy should not do..
Relationship should have trust in each other and not they way it is now..
You insist on having a fair relationship which is not possible..

Please ask around whether any guys can accept such thing from their bf? Me.. I just accept it.. If this happen to other girl they might just drag u to ATM show you the balance and ask u to leave her and dont contact her anymore.. What more u want from me then??

U scream at me in the bus & bustop saying NO! U are not those girl who quarrel and will be fine in awhile time.. Think... I just use less then a night to forgive what u really hurt me alot..

Last thing i'm gonna say is me is me.. Either u accept it or leave it.. I dont like quarrel..

After a big quarrel.. I dont know where is the love anymore..

Came back to Just Edu yesterday..
Tutor asking me why i came back..
Starhub not good? Tracy alone there still fighting?
Den u came back here.. Wei Ting & Hui Ning how? Transfer back to LY?
I'm like.. Did i hai dao ta meng?
Feeling abit ps to answer all this question..
Time pass quite fast maybe bcos i'm abit blur here and there..
So sweet of darling came over to my hse with the paris tower he made for me..
And of course i'm sweet enuf to cook maggie for him.. *But ps i went in to dono check what when i came out he cook 3/4 of it le.. hee..*
Driving me to work.. *It so rare but still love u darling..*
About 4 plus.. He became KFC delivery man deliver zinger burger for his sweetheart..
Movie "My girlfriend is an agent" nice show man.. So funny.. Thumb UP!!

Working today was busy..
Busy calling parent, tearing paper, printing TAV, packing ms boh worksheets, printing worksheets for tml until i don haf time for lunch.. *Gastric pain*
Now manage to haf sometime playing FB updating blog.. *hee*

Today my mum's birthday..
Planning to buy her favourite durian cake for her..
Suddenly.. My dad called and say she fell down while working now cant walk.. *OMG O.O is it very serious?*
Waiting for dad call whether the celebration still on..
Time pass fast fast please.. 1 Hour more.. jiayou..

1 hour and 35mins more~

Jiayou jiayou!!

Finally finally.. Last day of work at starhub..
I'm going to get longer working hour lesser pay but lesser stress..
Is this good or bad?

Anyway CMSK 4 is driving me crazy..
Our teacher ah john will keep rejecting our idea and keep throwing questions to us..
AHHH~!
Hopefully the idea darling going to help me with will work hor.. :(

After darling send me to work..
Feel so low..
I know he never sleep well..
Everyday he need to wake up so early for work and yet weekend he still send me to work..
I appreciate.. Thanks darling..
Now i miss u so much le.. :(:(

Hopefully the next 5hr 30min pass smoothly.. *PRAY*

After considering..
I actually message Iris (Just Edu)..
Seriously speaking.. If will to compare starhub and just edu..
Starhub is giving higher pay shorter hour.. And of course SHORTER LIFE too..
Just Edu might be a boring job long hour pay $2 lower.. But doesnt give me much stress..
As school is already quite stress for me.. Whenever it comes to friday i totally feel so sian..
Don't want to go work at all..
So decided to go back to Just Edu on 21Nov..
But i alway worry this worry that..
Worry people give me face.. Say things behind my back.. :(:(:(

Feeling so lazy to even post my blog..
Working in starhub really make me feel so stress..
Everything i do seems to be wrong..
Whatever you want me to improve i did but still wrong..
I didn't work much due to cambodia trip..
So i'm like miss out alot compare to Tracy..
I don't feel like asking anyone other then michelle..
But Mabel think that why i ask other people then my team member..
Whenever i ask them.. They seems to be avoiding me if they can..
So why should i still ask them?
Working here doesn't seems to be improving..
What should i do next?
Apply for Just Edu again..
Don't work at all..

Haiz~~~ Hate Friday Hate Friday!!!
Even i don't have to go school on friday.. But still i HATE FRIDAY~

School is kinda stress and boring..
Starting the first day of school..
I feel like i don't have holiday at all for the past 2 months..
But seriously speaking i do enjoy the cambodia trip..
Kinda miss there.. But of course not the food.. =)