Everything seems fake, not true and I'm feeling so stress and insecure.. :(:(
Is this the right choice?
Are you really true and sincere?
Am I being played?
How!!! I'm using the wrong method to continue my life now.. Damn..


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When there is such a nice place that we both can go.... But...


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Suddenly while lying on bed.. I'm thinking from all the r/s I went tru I never had a quarrel and need 1day or more to get back to normal.. But current r/s do.. Min 1day.. Is this normal??

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You need 10 lies to cover the first lie you made..
That is totally true..
When i found out the first lie.. You should never continue to lie anymore..
This will only make things worst..
Worst thing was.. You dont even feel bad about lying..
You will blame me for SUFFOCATING YOU!!
But did you talk to me about that?

First of all.. Do you know that i have been very honest to you for the past 1 year..
Do you know that i have been telling where i am going..
Do you know that i start to let you go home for dinner when you wanted to..
I'm now trying not to ask you to send me to work.. Do you know that?
Everything i just need time to do..
But to you.. You taking things for granted..
Like when i give in one you want more..

Remember there is one time i apologies to you..
Your reply was.. You are not sincere..
But now you did the same.. You jus anyhw apologie 4 time in the cinema..
And you thought that was for all the lies you made..
But to me i only know the first lie.. So i forgive you..

Now you are in wrong but when you know if you not going to save this r/s.. That it..
But your strong pride told you that your anyhw, not sincere SORRY is enough to save it..
You just said 'I know you dont need me... I need u but i will learn to get used to'..
You know what you mean? You ENDED THE R/S!

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When i'm in wrong you expect me to apologies but when you done something wrong you didn't..
I'm still waiting for it..
From the start till now.. Wherever i go i will inform you before hand..
But you went without telling anything..
You know you will in wrong but you don apologies and still push all blames to me..
Most important is that you lie!!
I'm not stupid..
You left around 9 plus 10 with black shirt..
But you told me was late night..
In the photo shows that you will wearing the black shirt..
Which mean you went there straight.. Why did you lie?
I can pretend nothing happen.. But just a simple SORRY is that difficult?

Today will be the first time staying home on monniversary..
People say.. r/s after 1 year will definitely be different..
No longer romantic..

Happy 1 year and 1 month anniversary..

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