Back to sch again.. First thing i reach sch bcos i'm late.. And i got a high tea outside e class wif martin.. And he say tat i nd to set a good example to IAP student as if i late they wil you yang xue yang.. And they r under IAP got marks de.. But not to me.. So i'll try la to reach early..

Start to use Adobe Illustrator.. It hard for me.. But after martin teach us.. I can do at least something out.. But outcome.. Martin sure say not nice la.. SAD DE.. He everytime standard de lo..

Martin was saying bout nxtwk there wil b alot of ppl sharing tis room wif us.. Hmmm.. He ask me to come back pei roy & wei kiat as they r IAP student so they got no choice but to stay here.. But.. Kai bin is going on a holiday.. Not say i ANTI-SOCIAL.. But jus tat i dono y.. I'm not tat click wif dem.. Wei Kiat is kind of quiet person which he seldom talk to me.. Unless i start a topic wif him.. But he can talk to roy & kaibin.. U c e point? I'm e only gal wif dem.. And they got their topic to go along.. But not me.. I'm so call left out.. But nthing i can do.. While kai bin on holiday.. Can i don go SCHOOL??? Can i?? DO I HAF A CHOICE?

After sch meet my dear went to TM haf our dinner at KFC.. Try e new Japaness Chicken.. E taste got e herb taste.. But wif my favourite seaweed.. So overall ok la.. But e smell stay on my hand no matter hw i wash my hand.. ARRG~

After tat we walk walk at TM nthing better to do so i went to my old house jus oppsite TM sit down there at e void deck.. Suddenly my dear change to my love consulant.. He say alot of thing bout my past and i cry on e spot.. Which i feel tat my past yrs.. I'm really stupid.. Do alot of stupid thing n waste my youth.. But at least i feel better after all..

Got a deal wif dear.. Is tat.. He wil quit smoking.. But to me.. I wont force ppl to do something which he or she don like.. But if u promise den u should not break e promise.. I hate empty promise everyone noes bout tat.. And even u lie to me bluff me.. Once i found out nthing wil b nice.. And even if he bluff me only he & god noes.. So if u think u don feel guilty den go ahead.. I wont say anything but jus keep quiet.. TIS IS ME... I almost smoke yesterday.. But i swear i didnt.. But truly.. I jus wanna b e social smoker.. As in.. Occasionally smoke.. Tat all i wan.. But i noe alot of ppl don let.. Hmmm i'll think bout it again.. =D

Too many xin shi to say out! I jus wish there is someone out there for me.. =D

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